Shadow Wisdom of Blue Storm/Cauac
Our planet is in the last part of the grand cycle of Cauac, where the
shadow between the paths of heart and mind amplifies any separation.
As predicted in the Hopi prophecy, the path of the mind is now separating
even further from the path of the heart. As the gap between heart and
mind widens, that part of you that follows the intellectual, rational
path is being intensified and pushed into transformation.
In the shadow of Cauac are held issues of spiritual separation. Cauac
bridges the time and space between physical and nonphysical realities.
This space can be viewed as a wall or veil between you and the Creator.
The intensity of your desire to go 'home' is often met with equal force
from the collective belief in separation. At times, you may even experience
a sense of despair and helplessness over the apparent gap between you
Take courage - you will move through the wall! During
this process, you may encounter intense feelings related to the original
trauma of separation from Source. But equally intense feelings will
take you through the wall to sacred reunion on the other side. On this
journey, you will meet and deal with the charge of that part of
your power that has not been freed into love. And in your yearning
for your spiritual home, you will be assisted by ascended beings and
masters whose purpose is to aid in your return.
A prominent shadow of Cauac is the fear of loss, the fear that by jumping
into the unknown, you will lose everything: companions, loved ones,
attachments, possessions - perhaps even your body or mind. Cauac is
the crucible of revolution. This transformation is so inclusive that
you may be reluctant to take risks for fear of the depth of change.
You may even have feelings of despair or giving up. Though it can appear
frightening, this process is actually there to serve you - to magnify
your feelings until you address them, using them as fuel to propel you
thorugh the transformational barrier itself.
Another shadow of Cauac falls on those who seek to escape or transcend
earthly reality through addictions of all kinds - to substances, fears,
self-doubts, material comforts, relationships, sexual obsessions, and
work, among others. Addictions are like incomplete rites of passage,
where compulsive behaviour creates a feeling of being trapped rather
than being free. They may offer the appearance of freedom,
but only spiritual connection can offer true freedom. On the other hand,
the desire from a new or altered state can become an indirect spiritual
path leading to transcendence. Thus the escape is incomplete, yet it
eventually brings one to the opportunity of a profound transformation.
Any illusions you may have about self are magnified intensely through
the lens of Cauac.
When you experience separation from Spirit's love, questions of Essence
Self and issues of archetypal self-worth arise. This separation springs
from a basic denial of your oneness with Spirit. Denial can be seen
as consciously or unconsciously holding something away from yourself,
and it creates an energy loss and a feeling of disconnection from your
However, that which feels like it has been lost returns when you forgive
yourself. Accept your human process, freeing the power and potential
that has been locked in your fear-based emotions. Accept your behaviours
as part of your learning experience. Let go of the rigid belief systems
and judgements that hold denial in place.
Acceptance is the allowance that creates freedom, and separation is
the guide to union. You may tend to deny your feelings and your growth
process, thinking that you are above them or have already worked through
them. This denial amplifies and intensifies the feelings until they
come into awareness. Know that the intensity of your process is also
healing your cellular and genetic memory, as well as the collective
issues of humanity and the planet. Simply accept the truth of your experience,
no matter how intense or difficult it may seem. Embrace everything
that happens to you and you will regain all the vital energy that
can be applied to the purposes of evolution.
Now is the time to move into the Light of Blue
Qualities of Blue Storm/Cauac: purification, transformation,
reunion, light body, activation for ascension, thunderbeing, lightning
path, initiation by fire, ecstasy of freedom.
Cauac is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of
the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Cauac
represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the
lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Cauac is the
purification of the 'body temple' and the ignition of the light body.
In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle,
Cauac comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you
from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false
containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation.
Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will
be reborn in the heart of All That Is.
Cauac provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst.
In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything.
You give up what you seem to be in order to become
fully what you are. You step into the fires of the
unknown, and you are changed forever.
With the energy of Cauac, you may at first feel as though your life
is not working the way it used to. Old ways of coping may not suffice,
and simple perceptions may take on different meanings. You might find
yourself saying, "I'm feeling overwhelmed. I'm just not sure about
anything anymore." You may even feel as though you are having a
breakdown within the patterns of your old beliefs. But in the new myth,
breaking down becomes breaking through. You have simply
come to the 'wall', the edge of what you kenw yourself to be.
Allow Cauac's storm to purify and cleanse you.
Cauac catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete
transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the
clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric
bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve
in consciousness, you body's vibration is raised, becoming less 'dense'.
Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes
the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms,
and old patterns that have held you back.
As you move into this new vibration, you may feel off balance. In this
transformational shift, you will feel unusual quickenings on every level
of your being. You will sense emotional and physical 'imbalances' and
restructuring. Your issues will be catalyzed and brought out for you
to address. By being present with your old patterns you have a unique
opportunity to access the energy of Cauac, which is experienced as an
inner transformational 'storm', a natural part of the process of vibrational
shift and quickening.
Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsicously,
the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate
the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on
every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly
become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process.
No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and
negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is
experienced as if it were happening 'from the inside out'. Things seem
to 'cook' inside you.
Your innate resonance with these energies may bring on some intense
experiences. For example, you may experience unusual brain sensations
as the light-sensitive pituitary and pineal glands are activated. You
may also experience ringing in the ears, muscle and joint aches, and
nervous system disordeers, as well as tingling, heat waves, and heart
palpitations. Though the intensity may at times feel overwhelming, your
heart-knowing will tell you the difference between these experiencesand
real health concerns. These changes stem from the heightened frequency
of light in your system and are a natural part of the process of ascension.
If you judge, deny or resist your process, you may actually amplify
these sensations. Avoid labeling them as pain or discomfort. Take care
of yourself. Seek guidance and support - whatever will ease your mind
and physical process. This may include supplements, herbs, massage,
exercise, psychological support, and so forth. Gently allow
your body/mind its transformation and rejoice that this alignment is
happening. Offer your experience to Spirit. In return, Spirit will give
you the wisdom for your perfect evolvement.
One powerful technique that will help you in your transformation and
purification process is to meditate, opening yourself to Spirit and
infusing your entire being with light and love. This may sound simple,
but it can have profound results. You are creating the sacred ground
where your physical form meets your light body. Much like gestation
and birth, it is a process that, once begun, has its innate unfoldment.
You are in the process of crafting a light body, which interpenetrates
your light seals and chakra systems. It is created through ignition
and expansion of interstellar light within the subatomic levels of your
cells. The process involves a physical quickening, an electromagnetic
acceleration and restructuring. This transformation is activating every
aspect of your being, all the way down to cellular and genetic levels.
Remember that you have chosen to take part in this
rebirth, both on a planetary and a personal level - the planetary dream,
the miracle on Earth, is what brought you here! You are becoming the
living model of the new reality. As an emissary of the great change,
you are a transformer of the collective myth. Riding the crest of the
wave, you are travelling both outward and inward on your journey home
- for yourself and for all those who will follow after you.
A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality
within. The personal integration of shadow is what will create the
miracle! Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from
the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed
from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an
opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.
Another useful construct in the new paradigm of Cauac is known as 'pulsation
flux', which is the oscillation of consciousness as a unified wave between
finite and infinite worlds and between matter and energy. The energy
or consciousness of this wave is what actually creates and holds physical
reality together. Pulsation flux is usually not perceived except in
transcendent experiences, because you generally perceive yourself as
solid matter, however, before the veil of separation descended, you
could move between identity and deity at will, consciously functioning
in two realities at once. In fact, your Essence Self functions in all
valences and realities right now. By consciously aligning with this
flow, you can similarly operate with awareness in all realities. You
have an intrinsic and eternal connection to the infinite!
Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation.
As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it
invites the process of dissipaton to 'unravel' and break it free. As
you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening
realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and transcends
form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can
be transformed into a freed adventurer - a divine actor who can play
any part without becoming attached to it.
Harmonic Wisdom of Blue Storm/Cauac
The harmonic wisdom embodied in Cauac is freedom, which
can be defined as the state of being unconstrained by fate, karma, necessity,
or circumstances in one's choices or actions. Freedom is an open reality
wherein you know that you are at choice every moment. This
state of being originates from an innate perception of reality. It is
the understanding that you are an 'actor', free to play any part at
any moment without being attached to it. You work with your life's 'scripts',
your attachments and perceptions, in order to free them. From this perspective
comes the fullest freedom: learning to live in natural harmony and union
with divine will.
In music, this concept is expressed by the term 'a piacere', which means
"at the pleasure of the performer." As a divine actor aligned
with divine will, you are free at any moment to dance the dance of ecstasy.
The musical descriptor of this harmonic is senza, meaning
'without measure.' This refers to a composition that has the feeling
of freedom. Since all limitations and separation are illusory, freedom
is without measure.
Tone for this year is Tone 12 - Crystal
Stability in expansion, greater constellation, union
of polarity, framework of connectedness.
Twelve is the ray of Complex Stability, the foundation of self
and the foundation of essence in union with the mystical truth of polarity.
All things are interwoven in the dance of yin and yang. All parts make
up a greater whole. Draw on the wisdom, strength, and stability you
derive as a member of the greater coucil. No matter what your experience,
there is a complex stability in the larger pattern that invites you
to feel stable as you expand and evolve. Living in a world of polarities,
yet knowing that all parts are one in the unified whole, creates the
underlying framework of connectedness. The hologram of polarity is simply
the structure, the loom upon which worlds and realities are woven.
Stability is a matter of perception. Find where you can openly flow
and expand in the midst of seeming complexity. Utilize the relationships
created by polarity to explore and expand any self-limiting construct.
Open your perceptions. Through you, the mysterious balance of the cosmos
***Next year we will be in a Yellow Cosmic Seed year -
the 13th and last year in a 13 year cycle that started in July, 1993
with Yellow Magnetic Seed***
These excerpts were taken from the book, "The Mayan Oracle - Return
Path to the Stars" by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner - Click
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