How to Cure the (Saturnian) Blues
(or at least create a healthy distraction!)
Have you got a case of the blues? Feeling
depressed? Lazy? Irritable? |
Because every now and then, I do, yes! And when I do, I usually indulge myself and allow myself to feel my emotions, whatever they are...because Life is Living me, after all, right? I may think I'm the one living life but it's pretty clear that I am a vessel for all the possible archetypal energies out there....and they are, at various times, making a beeline right for me! I do believe that it's healthier to feel what you're feeling than repress what you're feeling or try to pretend that you're not feeling what you're feeling! Soooo, yes, I am a firm believer in feeling everything and in allowing all of these varying emotions to flow through me. But, if it goes on for too long (two weeks?) and I find I have turned into a lifeless version of myself sitting in front of a computer screen watching movies or listlessly scrolling through my Newsfeed on Facebook and I am truly tired of feeling down, un-engaged and unmotivated I spring into action and create my Chart. Oooh, yes, The Chart. It works like a charm every time! Nips that flat feeling right in the bud! If you've got some Sagittarius and Virgo planets in your chart this method might really resonate with you because it combines the Sagittarian love of having goals to shoot your arrows at (you can totally relax when you know you have that goal out there to shoot for :) with Virgo's love of details, being organized, making a difference in the 'real world' and doing creative mental work. This
little method totally works for me and,
who knows, it might just work for you, too! As OSHO says, there are
144 different "keys" to the same door, and you just have to
find the right key for you....who knows, this might be your key,
too! Here
are a couple of quotes to perk you up.... "Adversity is a natural part of being human. It is the height of arrogance to prescribe a moral code or health regime or spiritual practice as an amulet to keep things from falling apart. Things do fall apart. It is in their nature to do so. When we try to protect ourselves from the inevitability of change, we are not listening to the soul. We are listening to our fear of life and death, our lack of faith, our smaller ego's will to prevail. To
listen to your soul is to stop fighting life - to stop fighting when
things fall apart; when they don't go our way, when we get sick, when
we are betrayed or mistreated or misunderstood. To listen to the soul
is to slow down, to feel deeply, to see ourselves clearly, to surrender
to discomfort and uncertainty and to wait."
"Every day something new is born. You are a creative, dynamic, exploding wonder, and you are going to change every day. New parts of your being are going to come forward daily, and every new experience will show you a new face....it's all there in a beautiful ever-changing pattern, and that is the wonder of it! If you will stop trying to freeze the patterns into the perfect form, you can enjoy the movement of the parts." Bartholomew |
The Basic Idea OK, so this is the basic idea....and it's represented by the Hanged Man. You see how the Hanged Man is hanging upside down? And you see how his leg makes the number 4? The number 4 is a Saturnian number and represents Reason, Discipline, Form, Matter. The Hanged Man himself represents seeing things from a new perspective. The world looks very different when you are hanging upside down! {Actually, I have your first exercise in shifting your perspective :) (and it's not to stand on your head, although, if you are so inclined, do it!) Nope, my idea is to take a decent sized mirror from your wall and walk around your house with it. Look at the rooms you spend your time in through the mirror. You're in for a surprise because things look very very different! It's a quick way to have an instant perspective shift.} So, what you're going to do is do things differently than you normally do them.....and you're going to make yourself a personalized Chart to keep your conscious mind focused on the chart and not on how you're feeling. It's a bit of a distraction. You get the mind/ego out of the way and you'll find you're not at all depressed! :) If you drive to work the same way every day, take a different route. If you do the same thing for lunch, do something completely different. If you always watch movies at night, stop. Whatever your usual routine is, mix it up. Do something totally different! I want to emphasize that this Chart is not meant to be restricting or a difficult discipline that you have to follow in any way. No. I, myself, reeeeeally dislike being restricted in any way and, to deny yourself something especially when you're not feeling like you're in love with life, doesn't help, in my opinion....BUT, there are a few rules I have of absolute no-no's that I cannot engage in while I'm curing myself of the blues...and they are:
Absolute No-No's
The no TV, computer or movie time will free up sooooooo much time! You'll re-engage with your life. Find something new to do. New experiences and possibilities will pop up... |
Creating your Chart The sky is the limit when you create your chart! You decide on the length (I usually choose 13 days, which is the length of a Wavespell but if that has no meaning for you just choose a length of time that suits you) and what you want to be mandatory, every day, and what you want to be optional. Get yourself a big poster board, ruler and a pen and create your chart with the dates across the top and a bunch of squares below. I always put the mandatory, every day, tasks at the very top of the column and then the optionals all below. Whenever I complete a task I colour it in with a pencil crayon...with one day being one colour. I can jump around columns as I complete the optional tasks.Soon your Chart will look like a gorgeous patchwork quilt and you'll feel your spirits lift! The last time I did it was last October and I had spent a day creating it and then when I started it, the very next day, I felt my bad mood lift. I felt SO much better just having spent the time creating it and then just half a day doing it! When you spend some time and energy creating your own unique Chart you are telling the Universe, your higher self and your guides that you are totally serious about wanting to feel happy and more alive...and they will rush right in to help you out. You will see! One small step like this is enough to send the message: I am ready for change, for action, to feel like the Co-Creator of my life that I am....Let's go!! |
Ideas for the Mandatory Tasks These are super simple things to do every day that are easy and make you feel good. (not like doing 100 situps but, if doing situps makes you feel good, that's what you should do!)
When you choose your Mandatory Tasks make sure that they are easy to do and enjoyable so that you're sure to do them. You want to be colouring your squares in with the feeling of accomplishment! Who doesn't love colouring in squares?
Optional Ideas I'm just brain-storming here...choose some of these and, of course, make up your own, too! Remember to put tasks into your Chart that you know make you feel good.
Above all....be kind to yourself! |
For those of you with Astrological inclinations...
Often the times we feel flat or depressed are due to Saturn's influence in our chart. Saturn is heavy and restrictive and can be quite depressing. (but sometimesi we just allow ourselves to sink into the habit of a certain mood, even after the transit has left us) One should remember, though, that Saturn isn't malevolent at all, even though he feels like it sometimes. Really, Saturn wants us to be the absolute best person we can be, rising to our full potential....but sometimes we become so comfortable in the structures we've built up around ourselves (home, family, relationships, job) that we're no longer growing, changing, transforming and blossoming. Saturn reminds us that we must prune and that sometimes difficult changes must be made if we want to actually realize our full potential, do what we came here to do and leap to our best timeline ever. Astrologers often say, "The way out of Saturn is through Uranus or Jupiter." This means that if you're feeling restricted and depressed by Saturn's serious influence check out your own natal Uranus and Jupiter to see where you can put your attention and energy in order to feel freer and more expansive. I've created a page here that will show you how to generate and read your chart. The other thing to do is to use Saturn's focused, disciplined, organized energy to....you guessed it, make your Chart! It's a perfect way to channel Saturn's energy. Saturn loves to tick things off a list!
How are you feeling?
...and...you can always switch things around...
Sooooo....identify how you're feeling and then use the corresponding positive energy or energies to turn things around. Remember, you are Co-Creating your life! |
I hope you have a marvellous time dreaming up your own personal Chart and that, very quickly, you come alive while you 'do' your Chart. Enjoy and much love to you!! Tracey |